Sunflower🌻for Emily: letter

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YOU hurt me and; then YOU say sorry...

But you hurt me again...

YOU say you don't love me..then you show some love..

Then you ignore me again...

YOU treat me just as a toy...which you need when you are bored..

Then you throw it away...

Just like a thing that you pick up in times of need...only in need..

Then you find it useless...

But my heart pains each time I see you happy with someone else...

because I Still want you to be happy with Me..♥♥

And just want YOUR arms to die in...

(written with permission from someone I chat online but forget his/her name)

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My love, in this life without you

I am lost...

I remember you as if it was only yesterday.

The way the morning sun danced in your hair

as your smile and sweet good-morning kisses woke my world.

In this life, I have been searching for,

But cannot seem to find you.

Where are you, my love?

Was it all just a dream?

It feels so real and I see it so clearly.

It must be. My heart is yours.

I remember you perhaps from the heavens or another life.

I promised you then, I would find you...

so I will search the world over...

Until once again...

your sweet morning kisses

wake me from this slumber...

we call loneliness...

~ by Happy Mark, 2013

( a person I have known only by his pen name)

Sunflower🌻for Emily