Sunflower🌻for Emily: What Am I ..Becoming ..

I once had a beautiful mind,

and I thought I could fill somebody's gap.

I once had a sensitive heart,

and I inspired and motivated someone's craft.

I had that freedom to play under the sun,

unmindful of the rains whenever they came.

One sudden gush of wind...

it came from nowhere.

The once bright and joyful laughter

swallowed through the dark...

never to see it again...

What am I becoming? .. the voice within asked.

The mind that fills,

now sorting things out

to a scheme that she was not.

What am I becoming? .. the voice keeps ringing,

the heart that moves,

now, frightening the scare out of your door.

I become one's nightmare

entering the dreams

of what I thought I would not become.

Drag anyone close to my face,

let it consume or be with me.

Find happiness at night,

afraid and hiding when the dawn breaks in

Wanted to lay eyes again on the bright morning sun

yet, it would only forecast my doom.

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Sunflower🌻for Emily